well it´s 02.10am. it´s late and i can´t sleep cuz i´m working right now !! well nightwatch is not a hardwork but it´s just so tiring cuz i have to stay awake all night.....and tomorrow gotta catch the early train on 06.55 for bad mergentheim,where i have my surgery class at 10am...oh!! i´m so dead...

on the 11th i had my birthday and didn´t do anything to celebrate it cuz i was just tired with all the classes i had and i dunno why..i spent that evening in the ER of the Hospital...then came this one patient with acute abdomen, that needed an operation. I talked to the Attending and assured him that it´s my birthday and that´s why i shud be allowed to be inside the OP-Table and to assist him =P...o well he did allow me that..and i won´t forget my first OP !!! it was so great..the feelings of having control ( yeah..i do exagerate..) and knowing that the patient would get better soon..directly after the OP was undertaken.

I found it interesting that the Attending asked me, whether i like girls or not...at that moment i couldn´t answer, i just didn´t know how i shud answer...he said i shudn´t be a surgeon if i´m planning to have a family someday for any reasons..... The funny part is he also has a family.. I believe it´s only the question of one´s willingness to organize his time..

o well..i gtg now..duty calls !! cya